One Smile is better than all the Frowns in the World

One Smile is better than all the Frowns in the World
from the bottom of my hypothalamus

Thursday, July 14, 2011

unhappy ending

Forgive me for being confessional today. This is once in a blue moon C'mon.



More than 3 years have passed, it's been a long journey for the two of us.
I am not a perfect lover to you
I must say I also committed some mistakes, which are also part of my regrets.
You have a beautiful heart and how I wish I have that too.
But I will never regret the they I have met you, this is contrasts from the words you've heard from me.
You who have thought me how to love other beings
You who have thought me how to love coffee
Eternity is not enough to say how I feel 
But why is it everything became unreal?
Is it just me?or finally I woke up from a dream?
I got hurt also
My heart got tired
Maybe not all fairy tales have a happy ending, is this really the end of everything?
Our relationship is not healthy anymore
I gained love, but lost my identity because of the stressful events
Tried to move beyond mountains
Maybe there's really such things called cultural boundaries,which I never get the opportunity to understand still
You're my lover,my brother,my father and my best friend for 3 years
What else can I say?


up until now I'm still asking myself is this really worth fighting or loosing for?

 


(didn't get the chance to say these words to you)

still looking forward for tomorrow,and the future maybe not with you anymore

<3 Tina

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